April 6, 2020 Tisha T. Casida

Day 25 of Coronavirus Contemplations

Tank the Great Dane Casida at the park living his best life - April 2020.
Tank is not worried about anything because he is at complete peace with the Universe. Mommy must learn from him but she is afraid of achieving Rainbow Body too young.

What a tremendous mind-f^*k.

I was watching Impractical Jokers last night (probably the best programming I have ever seen, I have been a huge fan for many years), and of course most of their stunts are based in New York. Watching them touch people (like Joe Gatto with his nose) and shake hands, and hug people – all of that – GONE. It is gone. Whenever I saw them touching people you could already hear the programming in my head (which I though was not prone to this type of programming) – where’s your hand sanitizer? I can’t imagine people not completely freaking out now. We are being scared out of our minds. Dangerous.

What is hardest for me to grapple with is that this “enemy” is indeed invisible – so much so that we really have no f-ing clue what is ACTUALLY going on. I don’t know. I don’t believe anything that’s for sure.

Imagine – here is a virus (we think, we really don’t even know if THAT is true, maybe it is something else – see if you can find Dr. Cameron Kyle-Slidell’s video)… I am not sure if I will be able to upload it or not) – here is this thing that is killing thousands of people.

  1. We don’t know what it is exactly.
  2. People who are asymptomatic can spread it (that means EVERYBODY at all times can be a “carrier” – no wonder why the old people in Whole Foods look at me like Satan).
  3. We don’t know how long an asymptomatic person can “shed” it for (an indefinite mind-f^*k).
  4. We don’t know how long it lasts in the air or on surfaces.
  5. We don’t know conditions that may worsen it (although I have a gut feeling it is our overall depleted immune systems through crap-food, GMOs, environmental toxins, and EMFs – including 5G).

I can’t believe I am still operating. I have suffered from panic attacks all my life and am keeping it together because I had this realization that we are all going to die and I REFUSE TO DIE IN A PLACE OF FEAR.

But this is bad. Will we recover from this? Will people hug again? Will Joe put his nose on people again? God, I really hope so.

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